I got that thing uploaded on time. I officially have 0 back logs now but it’s okay because as I mentioned, I figured out my ootd, I found a fun tag and I’m officially going to try to remember to ask Josh about the boyfriend tag this weekend.
I ended up going to walmart yesterday, I didn’t notice (or think I noticed) as many people staring at me, but that might have been because I was stressed and hurrying.
I’m just mad because I had like a week where I was really great and thought shit was starting to get better again and now I’m back to freaking out.
Now I’m going to ramble about something weird:
I seriously wonder if I have OCD, not major but like borderline, I dunno I always double check doors, stoves, faucets and such, and I get a bit weird when I clean, but I also don’t clean often so I’m pretty sure its just in my head.
Which leads me to wonder: What if I’m just a hypochondriac. I’m always convinced I have every sort of mental/physical illness out there which is highly illogical but isn’t it ironic to be paranoid about believing I’m a hypochondriac when I’m not???
I should probably see a shrink. But I’m too scared to go outside. Irony.
*sighs* I think I’m a basket case regardless.
I also am starting to become concerned over whether or not I’m basic mainly because of how much I love target. It’s magical. But then I also really don’t care because it is magical and I do need that candle, and that lamp, and those curtains, and that makeup. Yes. Yes I do. Plus they sell fucking slushies in the store, how can anybody hate on that?!?!? Yup, I officially don’t care. I love target.
I also need my roots done bad. They’re
rapidly approaching cringeworthy.
ALSO: I need opinions, Josh and I are engaging in a battle over the attractiveness of Ruby Rose, or Stella from OITNB (oh god I really am basic….)
in case you still doesn’t know:
He is of the um ew opinion, and I (along with the rest of, oh…um… THE UNIVERSE) am of the mindset “yes, please”
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HE DOESN’T GET THIS.
Pretty face, adorable hair, nice body, but butchy enough to make one feel safe and comfortable ^.^
Watching his reaction to all of the “Ruby Rose is turning me into a lesbian!!!!” tweets was really funny. Just his reaction XD
*yawns* So I can’t really think of anything else, just that it’s almost father’s day and I hope Josh likes his gifties. And that my dad has an okay day too.
I’m going to laze now BAI
*featured image is set as such because I wanted to feature an adorable ecchi girl but didn’t want to terrify anyone too badly*
Wasabi peas are delicious